Morning...

I'm such a great big fat failure. I need to get my mojo back, I need to!
It's so much harder to resist when someone is pushing you and practically waving food under your nose. And when he's the one person you can't live without and don't want him finding out about your crazy eating disorder, you cave in.
I do, because I'm weak now.
And I feel like I don't deserve him. Every day. He's being hit on about all the time by pretty and sexy thin girls, and here I am.

I'm still gonna try the fast today. I'm going to MAKE the fast today, it's just been so long that I'm rusty...
Updating at the end of the day, with thinspo.

Also: It's freezing here and I'm sick. Again...