I'm ridiculous. I've been eating like crazy. When I weighed some moments ago I was 54. I hope this won't increase by tomorrow. But I won't eat anything else today.
I'm growing my wizdomteeth, and it hurts like crazy! But chewing also hurts, so all the more reason not to eat, I guess.
Also, I feel like I'm falling behind and skipping school WAY too much. But there's a 1 week break now, I suppose I'll try all I can after that. And I have to drop by work to see if I have any new shifts.
I need to remember this: My boyfriend is 63,5 kg.
Which makes me think, wow. Just wow. I've been at 62 before (HW). And I definitely want to be at least 10 kg lighter than him. He's not tall, actually just about 172 cm or something (I'm only 160 cm though, and I think he's perfect no matter what).
I need to DO this... I lost my motivation, and I really need it now.
I slept for 21 hours last night. I know. What. The. Fuck.
And I'm still so tired, so insanely tired! I kinda hope I don't have any shifts this weekend.
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